Gomenasai

What I thought wasn’t mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry
I couldn’t cause I
Wasn’t allowed

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
An mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege

When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomen nasai,
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now

Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomen nasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

Bad Day

........
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
They tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on

Cause you had a bad day, you're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know, you tell me don't lie
You work on a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day, the camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
.............

Thank You

Thank you for always supporting me
Thank you for always believe in me
Thank you for always cheers me up
Thank you for always give me advice

I will always supporting you
I will always believe in you
I will always cheers you up
I will always give you advice

You, always :) for me and with me
I, always :) for you and with you
And we smile together
Thank you for everything

Not Me

Why YOU give me all of this?
I'm not like them
Although I want to be like them
I can't be like them

I didn't deserve to be with them
Why did i got all of this?
I'm not like them
I'm different from them

Why did I should be with them?
They are more better then me
This is not my place
I shouldn't be in here
I have to go.......

In Front of The Door

In front of the door, I'm waiting for you
In front of the door, I'm looking for you
In front of the door, I'm talking with you
In front of the door, I'm listening.....

You said, you are waiting....
You said, you are afraid....
You said, you are scared....
You said, you are nothing....

I tell you that you are not nothing
You are almost everything.....
I tell you, don't be afraid......
The one who is nothing is me....

When You....

When you are feeling happy, I am happy
When you cry, I cry
When you are feeling so sad, I am sad
Sometimes, I can feel what you feel
But, did you feel the same?

I will never let you alone
I will never let you down
We rise together
We fall together

Just Waiting

Long time I didn't see
Beautiful words from you
Long time I didn't read
Expression of your feeling

There is still the same
At the same place
No sign of you
No trace of you

I'm still visiting your home
Waiting for your sign
Waiting for your words
Waiting for your gift

Although it's only one word
It will be fine for me
Even just a letter
Just a letter.....

Never Give Up

No spirit in me
No power in me
No matter my problem
I always get a support

I'm sorry about anything
If i ever made a mistake
I know I'm not  perfect
I just trying to be better

What can i do?
Just trying to do the best
Just trying to give the best
Just trying to always believe

Goodbye Days

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here beside the bus
I hate to say goodbye to you
But the bus is ready to go
I have to leave this town

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you

Now the time has come to leave you
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time, I won't have to say

I hate to go
Don't know when I'll be back again
I'm sorry for everything that i have done
Thank you for everything you have done

Risk

With laughing, we take the risk to look stupid
With crying, we take the risk to seem maudlin and sentimental
With reaching hands with the others, we took the risk to be involved
With show our feeling, we taking the risk to be rejected
With presenting dreams with many people, we take the risk to ridicule
By taking steps advance to face much bigger things, we take the risk to fail

But risks must be taken
Because that's life
It would be more at risk if we do not dare to face all the existing risk
Because it means we are dead, our heart and mind
People who do not dare take the risk of doing nothing, is nothing and have no anything

Translated poem from serpihan-mozaik.blogspot.com

Thanks to You

When I was fall

You help me up

When I felt I was failed

You raise me up

When I lost my spirit

You bring it back

When I felt sad

You cheer me up

I ever have that spirit

I ever felt that power

Now I see it in you

And I can get it back

Thanks to you

For always supported me

I believe in you

I hope you believe in me

Cause I Believe

No matter what they say
No matter what they tell
No matter what they see
I just believe

I don't care what will be happen
I don't care what I will get
I don't care what the risk
I just believe

This is what I believe
I will keep what I believe
Just waiting for the time
The time to see the truth

Can't Stop Feeling

In the raining day.....

Between the sounds of dropping water,

Inside of my heart...

There is a shadow of you

In my mind....

resound in my head,

How could it be?

Somehow, i don't know

Is there something wrong?

Something that filling a hole...

A hole in my heart,

Deep.... in my heart

Blowing my mind,

Ringing in my ears,

Don't you know?

It just all about you

Untitled

I can't describe what i feel now

Everyday, every time, everywhere

Lonely, missing, and empty

How can i stand?

Dreaming and hoping something

Searching and thinking about something

Anywhere, anytime

In my life

I have tried to understand

But i never understand

I just can't feel better

It just become worst

I don't want to feel like this

I just want to be fine

I just want to be better

Now and forever

World Breaker

I Live in the world
The world with good rules
I am the only one who didn't realize that
I am the only one who mess up everything

Am i right?
Am i wrong?
Am i the only one that normal?
or i am the only one who didn't normal?

This is too complicated
All the things didn't happen normally
I have break everything
I have mess up everything

Please forgive me
Cause i never realized that
Cause i never understand that
I will do everything that i can do

Leaving a Life?

What do you think about your life?
A wonderfull life with happiness?
A beautifull life with your lovely person?
or something else?

I live in uncountable mistake
I live with full of regrets
I live with a lot of sadness
I live with them everyday

Don't ever waste your life
Don't ever try to stop breath
Don't ever think to goes down
Don't ever want to give up

Live with all of your power
Live with everything you have
Live with your lovely person
Because there is only one chance to life

The Day

Today.... what have you done today?
Yesterday.... what have you did yesterday?
Tomorrow... what will you do tomorrow?
Now... what are you doing now?

Everyday....we do many things.
Today, yesterday and tomorrow.
Maybe we always do the same thing.
Just doing the same thing.

Time is passing away...
Days are running so fast...
We have left many months...
We have spent many years....

Let it be the lessons.
Let bygones be bygones.
Let's face the future.
Let's prepare for the next step in our life.

Never Know

I am not unfriendly,
I just never taught how to do it.
It's not i do not care,
I just never introduced with it.
I am not ungrateful,
I just never taught about it.
I didn't mean to blame anyone,
But i didn't want to blame by anyone,
Because i don't know about them.

I want to know who is friendly
I want to know how is care
I want to understand about me
I want to introduced and taught about them
Not blamed because of i didn't know

Translated poem from serpihan-mozaik.blogspot.com