Let Bygones be bygones

It's not easy for me, to say that thing
It's not easy for me, to know the truth
It's not easy for me, to know that thing
It's not easy for me, to hear the story

I'm afraid it will hurting you
I'm afraid that i shouldn't say that thing
I'm afraid that i'm not ready to know
I'm afraid,i'm afraid

I promise, i'll let bygones be bygones